I'm Frustrated!!!!!!!

Yesterday was not the best day for me. So much extra drama seemed to be around me dealing with traveling to see my husband and I am just so exhausted from it. Why can something in life be simple? The only thing I have found to be simple is gaining weight..lol. On this day I am facing all of the financial hardships of life and really feeling a little helpless. I have been working pretty hard to make a way for my daughter and I. I stand on my feet for 10 -15 hours a day doing hair to just send her to school. I am getting frustrated to be honest. I want my husband but then I know that the time I may need from him he can't give because he gets tired pretty quickly. Have you ever had a thought about what they are doing? Especially once they get some freedom. I talk to him pretty much everyday but yesterday was weird. It was almost like I didn't even want to be on the phone when I am otherwise so excited to see his number on the caller I.D. I thought about it and this will be one hell of a life. But I suppose when you love someone you stick next to them no matter what. Damn the U.S. Army for convincing my man to leave. I think I have some resentment towards that. But It's his job now and there is nothing for me to do about it.